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28 / 5’4” ☉ aquarius

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

working to get worse & get better at the same time 🥴

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

i’m in then i’m out then i’m back in again someone pls stop me

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

i’m doing my best but moving 1000+ miles away from everyone you know to a place where you know absolutely no one is depressing af

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

being surrounded by fit attractive people 24/7 is the most toxic thing to ever happen to my brain

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

chat i just completed my move from michigan to miami & i fear that my ED is about to get sooo much worse

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

i am literally falling apart at the seams 😭

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

i feel like a raisin

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

i was in texas for a bachelorette party and got so drunk omg

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

what if i just decide to never eat again

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

desperate enough to pick up a vape for an appetite suppressant but am not trying to restart another addiction 😭

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

lost 6lbs since the beginning of the year!! 🌈☀️🥰🎈

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

in the bmi 17s again 🤗

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

my partner got a new job that requires relocation. we live across the country rn.. both scared & excited & nervous

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

babes. i’m moving to miami by the end of march

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

and the thing i’m referring to is literally moving across the COUNTRY for a job opportunity wtf

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

OK chat we might be soo back. the thing that was on then off might be back ON again & idk what to feel about it

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

@zarkhiar yesss i live in the bitter cold midwest rn so all of my running has been on my gym’s treadmill. it’s so boring to the point that it’s torture but so is my entire life so i make it work for now lmao

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

haven’t mentioned it yet but back to running 🤪 4.5 miles this morning!!

[sel ☾𖤓 @aquariusbxtch]

@zarkhiar it’s the only thing that makes me feel alive so would recommend 🤗