I feel sick in the head that my first thought after that loss was to look up how far we are until Spring Training, as if the Philadelphia Phillies are the ones that are going to heal me
IM DRUNK IN THE BACK OF THE CAR AND I CRIED LIKE A BABY COMING HOME FROM THE BAR OH! SAID IM FINE BUT IT WASNT TRUE I DONT WANNA KEEP SECRETS JUST TO KEEP YOU.
If you are nervous or scared or anxious, cherish that. It’s a beautiful thing. It means you care. How beautiful to care so much about your country that you worry for it.
Sleep well. Tomorrow will be worth the worry.