𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．†

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

　　　𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹　　　❪　𝙴𝙼𝙸𝙻𝚈 ⠀ 𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙻𝙾𝚆　❫： ⠀ 𝗻𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲 ⠀ and ⠀ 𝗽𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗰𝗶𝘀𝘁 ⠀ ［⠀*　SINYALA．］ 　　₍⠀…⠀₎　　 cisgender ⠀ sapphic． ⠀ she ⠀ and ⠀ her． 　 ［⠀*⠀𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑑 ⠀ 𝑑𝑜𝑣𝑒…⠀］

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

⟋ ⠀ one of us saw some things．

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

considers him god but refers to him as a hand thereof…and when her vision of him begins to blur， as does her own self． but i think this extends beyond easterman — and i think she forms a habit of obsessing over people this way． maybe easterman is just the worst of it．

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

⟋ ⠀ habitual curiosity…i’ve mentioned to sharkey but i just can’t place whether this is genuine curiosity or a fixation developing into obsession — with how emily begins to distance herself and question easterman as well as her own mind? i think it could very well be a matter

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

of obsession． i think emily obsesses naturally — especially in terms of vanity and presentation． she’s well and carefully spoken， and she has a fixed point of appearance．

when these things begin to slip， it’s because of doubt． she’s religious in regards to easterman﹔ she

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

　　　［⠀…⠀］ ⠀ one ⠀ day， ⠀ i ⠀ might ⠀ learn ⠀ to ⠀ mind ⠀ my ⠀ own… ⠀ today ⠀ is ⠀ evidently ⠀ not ⠀ the ⠀ day．

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

　　　i ⠀ would ⠀ argue ⠀ it’s ⠀ far ⠀ from ⠀ the ⠀ question ⠀ of ⠀ ability．

[𖠋 𝐐 . @BACTERIACENE]

a woman can ' t be a pervert now .

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

　　　i ⠀ retract ⠀ my ⠀ earlier ⠀ statement ⠀ regarding ⠀ sedatives…

[𖠋 𝐐 . @BACTERIACENE]

maybe i 𝘢𝘮 the pervert . . .

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

　　　［⠀*⠀𝑎 ⠀ 𝑝𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒，］ ⠀ i ⠀ find ⠀ they ⠀ hinder ⠀ genuine ⠀ results． ⠀ he ⠀ wouldn’t ⠀ approve． ⠀ ［⠀herein， ⠀ a ⠀ flicker ⠀ of ⠀ a ⠀ smile ⠀ ⸻ ⠀ though ⠀ it ⠀ only ⠀ touches ⠀ the ⠀ corner ⠀ of ⠀ either ⠀ eye．］

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

　　　sedatives， ⠀ ［⠀it ⠀ is ⠀ pristine： ⠀ an ⠀ echo ⠀ in ⠀ too ⠀ kind ⠀ a ⠀ tone． ⠀ middle ⠀ digit ⠀ searches ⠀ despite ⠀ protest， ⠀ pad ⠀ eager ⠀ to ⠀ locate ⠀ its ⠀ target．］ ⠀ i ⠀ tend ⠀ not ⠀ to ⠀ administer ⠀ them． ⠀ i ⠀ find…

[Iᅟᅟ (HEART*)YOU.. @pigsvat]

no — no sedatives, ⠀ @araneardens. ⠀ whatever they told you.. ⠀ i do͟n’t need sedatives.

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

@echoedgospel ⟋ ⠀ esp． with the circulation of liliya + amelia’s potential alliance … oooo

[o’ ‍god, ‍ 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝘁𝗲𝗰𝘁 ‍me. @echoedgospel]

/ mutuals only

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

@BACTERIACENE ⟋ ⠀ 🔫❔ ﹙⠀i WILL shoot somebody’s kneecaps out for you．﹚

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

https://t.co/SDlvHj9La2

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

　　　𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹　　　❪　𝙴𝙼𝙸𝙻𝚈 ⠀ 𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙻𝙾𝚆　❫： ⠀ 𝗻𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲 ⠀ and ⠀ 𝗽𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗰𝗶𝘀𝘁 ⠀ ［⠀*　SINYALA．］ 　　₍⠀…⠀₎　　 cisgender ⠀ sapphic． ⠀ she ⠀ and ⠀ her． 　 ［⠀*⠀𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑑 ⠀ 𝑑𝑜𝑣𝑒…⠀］

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

https://t.co/cOCjRdxYpb

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

　　　𝔣𝗂𝗀．³　　　𝙴．𝙷． “ 𝙴𝙼𝙸𝙻𝚈 ” ⠀ 𝙱𝙰𝚁𝙻𝙾𝚆： 　　₍⠀…⠀₎　　 graduate ⠀ of ⠀ SAINT ⠀ MARY’S， ⠀ 1955． ⠀ stationed ⠀ in ⠀ sinyala． ⠀ exhibits ⠀ bouts ⠀ of ⠀ delusion ⠀ and ⠀ prescribed ⠀ █████． ⠀ refusal ⠀ to ⠀ compl． ⠀ revisited．

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

⟋ ⠀ i will…likely make a one–page carrd for sake of guidelines and boundary． perhaps two pages…emily seems promising．

[realyuriyearners @realyuriyearns]

the surgery was a success. she's dead.

[𝑨𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒍 @angxl__xoxo]

pretty please make me stop thinking

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

　　　gaze ⠀ flicks ⠀ heavenward， ⠀ mind ⠀ saturated ⠀ with ⠀ dreams ⠀ of ⠀ open ⠀ sky… ⠀ what ⠀ color ⠀ is ⠀ it ⠀ now﹖ ⠀ has ⠀ her ⠀ memory ⠀ begun ⠀ to ⠀ slip ⠀ again…﹖

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]


　　　† ⠀ @BETTERT0GETH3R⠀．


[︎ ︎ ︎ ،،̲ ︎ ︎ ︎ ︎ HELL'S ︎ ︎ ︎ ꒷꒦ ︎ ︎ BELLS. @devouringink]

i bit the hand of god and now he won't feed me either.

[𝔣𝗂𝗀．¹‍   𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑏﹖  ᴏʀ * sᴘɪᴅᴇʀ．† @araneardens]

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