I hate how performative my personality is, i hate how i act, do the people around me not realise that its mostly an act? me acting aggressive? why do so many people think i am serious? i wish i was different,, maybe i need to #therapymax again cus bpd is destroying me again
I rejected EVERYONE last semester because i wanted “me time” and needed to learn but apparently me rejecting mfs is a personal front now and a reason to end a friendship
the way one of my friends removed me everywhere cus i kept rejecting to go outside w him last school semester cus i was stressed w it and he kept being like “yea but today is saturday” okay??? I need to learn on both days!! i hate how entitled some people are