being remembered
being known
being the first choice
being the priority
obsession towards me
being a good daughter
being a good sister
being the only one
feeling loved
not being left alone
no expectations
alot of money
not having to worry about bills
not having to count my money
45kg or 15 bmi
skinnier arms
obvious ribcage
thinner face
pale skin
no thigh gap
no hip dips
no cellulite
no stretch marks
no double chin
no scars
no overthinking
healthier hair
no eyebags
better at makeup
not feeling out of place
not being left alone
smoother hair
no fat rolls
being the only one
being listened to
not regretting opening up
feeling loved
reassurance
loyalty
comfort
affection
not competing for anything
quality time
being spoiled
being gentle
not feeling jealous over someone better than me at any hobby/skills/or for attention
theres cellulite on my thighs, my thighs touch, i have stretch marks, im bloated, i have rolls, i overate, i didnt lose enough, i dont look nearly as good as i think i do, im gonna gain, i cant weigh myself