Vectus

Viking from the midwest

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I still think about you

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@rylielve1 Bruh is caring about her wellbeing while she's trying to play 4D chess. She's the cruel one, just say what you want dumb bitch

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I wanted to hold you from behind, kissing your cheek as I lift your baby bump. I wanted to be there

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I don't deny, I was neglectful. I have trouble with emotions, and can't read subtext. I can have a surprise temper. I'm autistic and ADHD, so the constructive chaos I need is in itself a contradiction. I get in my head and I get scared of new things and get locked on the couch

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On the topic of big and small, there's nothing wrong or gross with either. I was never grossed out, there wasn't anything wrong. I thought it was beautiful. When I brought up the conversation, it was a call, a want to explore and discover. The topic was touchy both ways.

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@Broken_Dreamszz Someone who isn't here anymore. Someone who got sick of me

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Our story deserves a more honest chapter... Just one more...

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you may have got rid of the issue, but you didn't address the problem

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Needing validation to define your self worth eventually makes everyone your hostage, and when they cannot deliver, you form resentment over the unspoken.

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I honestly can't believe I'm going to be kept from my child. Paper thin, that

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Damn. I didn't know I was being observed on here

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Misgendering someone because you don't like them stops you from being a real ally.

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We both have growing up to do

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I was vulnerable with an insecurity, something I was terrified of sharing. Instead of holding it, my insecurity intersected with yours, and you tried to disprove its existence. It wasn't until things escalated, us talking over each other, that the venom came out.

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You lie and hide your feelings and needs, but the story is that I was stealing your light? Brainwashed by Hallmark fairy tales, thinking that love will intuitively tell you what you need to to. Every thing you hate now, you had no problem with before? How two faced is that

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@Ikaufom Hott

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🕷️The CritterBug #VRChat avatar is out now!🦋

My newest collab avatar with @Skampsvr, with a TON of customization and options for Spiders, Moths, and more! Plus full color and body changing sliders.

Check out the little trailer we made, and watch till the end for a surprise!🛸

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There is no happiness for me