‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆

𝒊 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒊 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

Let's do our best today also,

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

Do you ever stay in love though you know the love ended? Just because you're afraid that this is all you deserve

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

Oftentimes, I hate me.

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

That pit isn't going to be bottomless after I throw you in it.

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

sometimes, sometimes.

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

you'll need all these years.

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

a midsummer night's dream.

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

memories of loving and being loved.

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

and, it ended. again.

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

can we meet in the rain once more?
like the first time.

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

longing for a feeling that's no longer mine

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

yeah the sun still shines
but sometimes i don't feel it.

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

the intimacy of being understood,

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

my parents have no idea of who i actually am

[‎ ‎‎‎𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 @archivesofathi]

i wish we had more time.
to talk and dream
to joke and giggle
to fight and cry
to break up well
and,
to finally move on.

i wish we had more time.