no one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between "it’s okay, i don’t care. i’m fine" and "i don’t know how much more i can take"
I WILL DO MANY FALL ACTIVITIES THIS YEAR!!! I WILL NOT WASTE THE FALL SEASON ROTTING IN BED!!! I WILL GO TO A PUMPKIN PATCH!!! AND TO A HAUNTED HOUSE!!! AND CARVE PUMPKINS!!! AND DRINK CIDER!!! AND HAVE A SCARY MOVIE MARATHON!!! AND BAKE COOKIES!!! AND JUMP IN A PILE OF LEAVES!!!