at the time i was mad at her, so i took it as an attack. knowing what i know now, i regret letting myself be stupid enough to hate her. i wish i could go back to that night and tell her that im glad she was my mother, and that im glad i was her daughter
she died alone. it hurts.
when i left the house on the night my mom comitted suicide, she sent me this on sms:
No matter what happens in this world, I will always be your mother, and you will always be my daughter, and theres nothing you can do about it.