skl: since breadwinner ako sa bahay, nahihiya ako talaga pag alam nila na pupunta ako concert or kakain/gagala sa labas. pero lagi ko pinapa alam sa bahay pag may event/concert ako na pupuntahan. i really feel guilty kapag ganon kasi gusto ko sila din, kakain sa labas. maipapasyal ko sa labas. huhuhu
so week before the decade in manila nagsabi ako na punta ako concert sa moa. ganyan tapos nag book na kami ng hotel.
tapos few days later, pag uwi ko galing work sabi sakin ng mama ko: grabe 16k pala yung ticket mo?
turns out nilinis pala niya kwarto ko, eh nakalapag lang yung ticket ko sa mga stack ng libro ko. ndi naman kasi niya usually tinitignan anong meron ako sa kwarto. bet nya lang lagi linisin and i dont really mind. pero never ko naisip na titignan at babasahin niya ung details sa ticket.
so ako feeling ko nahiya talaga ako huhuhu kahit pinag ipunan ko naman yun. yung tono niya hindi naman masama, or ung parang nagtataray o ano, curious lang talaga sya.
nasabi ko nalang talaga na “ha.. ano, wala! pinag ipunan ko yan sobra!” then proceeds on explaining things na matagal ko pinag ipunan ganyan.
wow ang haba ng kwento pero wala namang plot twist. pero ayon, nasad ako kasi parang need ko idefend pano ko na afford ung ticket 😭 goal ko talaga soon ay wag na maguilty or makonsensya sa mga bagay na nagpapasaya sakin 🥺
life is enough for me. sometimes you fall asleep during the day with the window open and the curtains blowing softly to a faint breeze. you wake up to the sounds of your family laughing. there are people waiting for you. nice, slow things to do. it is a blessing to be alive
the concept of lesbians secretly perfuming the plushies they gift their partner… so it smells like them when they’re gone
yeah… that’s real love actually and peak lesbianism
YEAH SEX IS COOL BUT HAVE YOU EVER HAD SOMEBODY GIVE YOU A BUNCH OF LITTLE KISSES ALL OVER YOUR FACE UNTIL YOU'RE GIGGLING AND BLUSHING BECAUSE THAT IS PEAK
it genuinely frustrates me whenever naiisip ko na nagpapakahirap tayo for the bare minimum wage pag nakaroon ng trabaho and a government official earns 6 digits a month by doing nothing
I recommend doing life with people who genuinely care about and like/love you (romantic, platonic, family). Life is easier with a community of people who are truly supportive of you. Stay around people who bring out your best self.
when i crush on someone i imagine my life with them, i imagine the inside jokes we haven’t told another yet, i imagine holidays with family members we haven’t met yet, i imagine dates we’ll go on. forever doesn’t seem like a lot to ask for