I highly recommend letting people know that you're capable of madness from time to time. Especially if you are a quiet,soft spoken person. Disrespect sometimes needs to be met with disrespect.
Please pray about everything ! Your mood swings, your temper, your ego, your insecurities, your mindset, your self love, your emotional state, your environment, your relationships, your lack of motivation, your lack of execution, your attraction to bad ppl ! PRAY ABOUT IT ALL !