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[arkose @ark0s3_]

this is so messed up. i wish i could just let it go. i wish i could forget everything—for the sake of my own sanity.

[arkose @ark0s3_]

the fear that makes you wonder: will my lover treat me the same way she treated her past? will she fight for me, like she fought for them? or worse, maybe she won’t—because of her past. maybe the way she was treated before was better than how i treat her now. THIS SHIT.

[arkose @ark0s3_]

yes, i know the truth. people from the past have nothing to do with how i'm feeling ritht now. it's not about them—it's about my thoughts. it's about the fear i carry inside.

[arkose @ark0s3_]

or imagine this: you have a mother, but she left you for her first family. now, you watch her treat her older daughter in a way that’s completely different from how she treats you. it hurts so much, doesn’t it? that fucking pain is a HUNDRED PERCENT unbearable!!

[arkose @ark0s3_]

imagine being deeply in love with someone. then, one day, you come across something—maybe you see it, or maybe you hear about it from their past. you learned how they loved them so deeply that they begged for them to stay, willing to do anything just to hold onto that person.

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you had no idea what she went through or how her ex treated her, but you still had the audacity to ask! and now, look at you—acting like a stupid kid. what's happening to you?!!! get a grip, self!!

[arkose @ark0s3_]

yes, sir.

[arkose @ark0s3_]

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perfection.

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for some reason, i am still like that.

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