Hey @mikeclum, I would like to talk to you about my story with DSP. Some may consider what happened between me and DSP as the worst way DSP has treated someone from last year. If you're interested in talking, DM me. All the best.
Do yourself a favor and move on. Staying in the goutverse will do you no good. You're dead to Phil and many detractors will not accept you anyways. Instead, take this as a learning experience to do proper research before you engage with certain people online. A number of detractors were once fans (or at least enjoyed him unironically) until Phil did something to them to make them enemies. There's a reason why Phil has no friends or collaborators and the only people he talks to outside of the snort fort are his mods and probably certain paypigs.
Instead of being angry at him, just take solace in knowing that he is stuck in a continuous cycle of begging for money while playing games badly in order to feed his vices of alcohol and gacha games. He literally has a "dream job" of making six figures a year playing video games yet he's absolutely miserable doing it, regardless of what he tells his audience. If he actually enjoyed gaming like he used to, then he wouldn't be having 2 hour podcasts where even when he has nothing left to talk about, he extends it by doing impromptu Q&A as opposed to starting the game. His pre-stream stuff used to be much shorter when he was more popular, lasting less than 30 minutes IIRC.
Leave this behind and do your own thing.
I don't understand how they are showing their kitchen. DSP had me believe that kitchens were covered in doxx information and super expensive coffee makers.