Raven

Ed/shtwt diagnosed an-bp |20| goth/v系 | sw 80kg |cw?| black
attempting bp recovery 🖤 backup @arminarlertis

[Raven @arminscomsock]

New intro🫀
- Raven
- 20!
- he/they
- black 🇭🇹
- an bp
- vent acc
- pro recovery
- basic Dni (transphobes,racists, homophobes etc.)
- minors Dni unless already moots
I yap a lot but post about gaming, editing, and makeup sometimes! 🖤 to be moots

[Raven @arminscomsock]

completed a full 24 hour fast for the first time in ages 😸 didn’t continue to bp during the night!

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Just got weighed 🫩

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Bout to get dressed for my nephrologist appointment 😓

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@akiraswan0 Like too much taste wise but it was good i like how the chocolate melted 😋

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Finally get to have pizza

[Raven @arminscomsock]

@akiraswan0 Yes but for only like 1 or 2 slices before it gets to much

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@Lylylimia 👻

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Appointment is tomorrow I am very scared. I am binge purging pizza I hate everything.

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I am tired of living

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I’m gonna get rid of it somehow

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Maybe it’s just body dysmorphia

[Raven @arminscomsock]

Omg I hate looking at myself i seriously need to get rid of this

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Hopefully today is a good day!

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It’s too cold in my house

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Man I’m so done with appointments I’m ngl 🫩

[Raven @arminscomsock]

I just feel more suicidal now instead of wanting to recover. Everything is just going downhill and idk how I’m supposed to make everyone happy.

[Raven @arminscomsock]

I wanna dress up soon but I just feel super depressed and anxious about my appointments

[Raven @arminscomsock]

I dont have reliable transportation either so Its hard to get appointments that work around that :/

[Raven @arminscomsock]

I really don’t want to gain any more weight and I’m scared of what the nephrologist will say about the damage to my kidneys. I just don’t want to go to anymore doctors appointments it’s eating up my bank account and it’s exhausting.