skyシ︎ || shtwt

no tw ➪ just block, don't report (in recovery)

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

why do i always get myself into these situations?

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

and idk what we are now, we’re going to talk ab it tuesday to see what our options are but fuck i want to be with him

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

mind u literally my ex from two years ago broke no contact almost a year ago, we had smth casual going on, realised it was turning into feelings so stopped, then realised we can’t stay away from eachother and want to be with each other, decided now is not the time

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

“i just wanna become better so i can be the man you deserve” dont do this to me cuz wtf

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

“lets just give ourselves 2 years to change and become better and then we can try again” you fucking know i’ll wait for u and i’m not sure if you’ll wait for me too

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

“i want to be with you but i can’t” just shoot me now

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

why was 2021 me kinda funny tho

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

"ur into choking?" yeah choke me to death please 🙏🙏

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

i know i’m fucked when i don’t mind him picking me up when we hug

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

went to the movies with a friend yesterday and for some reason i didn’t think about my ex once the whole time i was with him but when i went on a date with a guy all i could think ab was my ex idk what’s going on

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

went on a date yesterday and it went so well but i’m so confused about how i’m feeling about him cuz i kinda like him but i’m not sure if i see myself in a relationship with him

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

guess who turned 20

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

@reomanic the fist week was straight up hell but i’m doing okay now!

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

@reomanic recently got broken up with and i’ve never lost this much weight this fast

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

@etevrniity thank you <3

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

got broken up with…im unlovable aren’t i?

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

like i’ve been pissed off all day and he’s noticed but i’m too scared to tell him this is the cause

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

kinda mad at my bf cuz he’s hanging out with friends but refuses to come over tomorrow cuz he’s staying at his friend’s for the night when he literally lives 10 minutes away from them. He’s also going on vacation with his friends for new years and idk if i should be mad or not

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

like i don’t wanna be toxic yk

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

is it toxic whenever i get mad at my bf for blaming himself for something that’s not even his fault but he never listens when i tell him it’s not his fault?

[skyシ︎ || shtwt @arminsgf__]

uhhh i’ve been having more and more sexual dreams ab my bf and idk what to do cuz we’re not on that level yet 😭 like i lowkey feel awkward idk 😭😭