i don’t want god to forgive me, no… i want them to understand. this is how they made me. their child is bloody, vengeance & unforgiving. they need to understand.
i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry. i’m sorry i couldn’t treat you like the friend you were. i’m sorry i couldn’t thank you for the present you gave me on my birthday. and now that you’re no longer here … now i’m just so terribly sad.
wait for me. only a while. i will be fine. i'll get used to this. i'm really good at enduring pain. if you are beside me,i can endure the pain. if you leave, then … i really can't stand it.
i know you made him to be a warrior, a soldier, a hero. but even gunmetal can warp and even wolf's teeth can dull, and i do not want to see him break the way old & worn & overused things do.