unhinged lil court jester🃏
as we pivot from the Sublime to the Ridiculous.
-steddie and Transformers-
nsfw!
fruit 🌈
in my tmi horny era, you've been warned
I've gotten to tell this story to my coworkers but we met in 8th grade and we were science lab partners.
Our first assignment we had to explain how to tie shoes and we explained it in 2 vastly different ways only to realize now, 14 years later that we meant to say the same thing
Neurodivergent people can feel completely exhausted—physically and mentally—when they’re around people they feel they have to mask for. Constantly monitoring how you speak, move, react, and behave takes energy. Unmasking can be uncomfortable at first, but it also shows you who feels safe with the real version of you.
Depression isn’t always crying or staying in bed.
Sometimes it looks like:
• Laughing with everyone while feeling empty inside.
• Leaving messages unanswered for days.
• Losing interest in things you once loved.
• Feeling exhausted after doing almost nothing.
• Letting little jobs pile up because everything feels enormous.
• Saying “I’m just tired” because you don’t know how to explain it.
• Looking completely fine to everyone around you.
Sometimes the people struggling the most become incredibly good at hiding it.
people with strong saturn influence (capricorn or aquarius placements, saturn in 1H, 10H, or aspecting ascendant, chart ruler, sun, moon, mercury, venus, mars, jupiter, nodes) are old souls. they had to mature quickly. this makes them wise, composed + resilient from early on...
💸 Money comes to me instantly and effortlessly.
💸 Money is always flowing into my life.
💸 I am always financially blessed.
💸 Everything I want is easily affordable for me.
💸 I always have more than enough money.
💸 Money comes to me from expected and unexpected sources.
Self-aware autistic people can spend years assuming it’s completely normal to immediately explain the reasoning behind everything they say or do. Then someone hits you with, “You always have an answer, don’t you?”
And you’re just standing there like… I thought I was communicating clearly. 😭
do u ever think about someone and just feel like, i wanna take care of you so badly??? i wanna be your biggest supporter, especially on the days when you feel like nobody believes in you. i wanna be there when your thoughts get too loud, hold you close, and stay up with you all night until you finally drift off peacefully in my arms. like i just wanna be there for you, love you endlessly, and give you so much affection and love that you finally know what it feels like to be cared for the way you deserve????
CPTSD can affect a person’s sense of identity. Prolonged trauma can interfere with the development of a stable sense of self, especially when someone repeatedly had to adapt to survive their environment. They may know what they do, what others expect from them, and who they are in different relationships, yet still struggle with the deeper question: “Who am I when I’m not surviving?”
One of the hardest parts of my ADHD is getting stuck in the mental gymnastics of task order.
I can’t shower until I work out.
I can’t eat until I shower.
I can’t work out because I should do chores first, because after I eat I won’t want to do anything.
Then I avoid the chores because I don’t want to do them.
And then before I know it, the whole day is gone.
MANIFESTATION HACK:
If you ever see someone with something you want, don’t get jealous. Say “thank you, universe for showing me my future” and it works every time.