@jessicakevibes Oh and heck yes. Throw yourself your own marriage ceremony! Let us know, both my current wife and me are ordained, we will make it a fun ceremony!
@jessicakevibes I had a very similar experience but from a guys perspective. Yup, got married because I didn't want to disappoint everyone, even though I had serious misgivings. You have to forgive yourself those bad decisions every now, they led you here.