there are so many things that stress the shit out of me and I have no idea what has caused the increase of it lately
I admit that since being a little child ive had problems with stress but I made some progress and now it all doubled??
my hands were shaking af when I was just
I take it back what I wrote here
Im still listening to cigarette smoke, but now I want to cry (this is what happens when youre at 4:15th minute of this song)
currently im on the train listening to cigarette smoke (i adore this song) and I opened my old notes where I found some poems and I cant fucking believe that I wrote it 4/5 years ago
THIS GIRL THAT I WAS, WAS SO POETIC AND WHERE DID MY PASSION OF WRITING POEMS GO?
like wth, now I mostly write letters to people that I didnt have closure with and I cant move on from
its also so weird and feels unreal when now i analyze how many things have changed but especially what I experienced
Im just full of emotions now, my mind cant comprehend it
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