it is sad, you've becoming a stranger to whom you closed before
it is sad, your conversation becoming so trivial
it is sad, you are here but you aren't
I would never have thought, sentences, as simple as this :
"menahan diri, jaga diri dan berserah diri"
"takut masih banyak salah, masih banyak dosa"
is like a cue, for what will happen next
seriously, people has to start giving announce to the home owner, if they want to come visit. I think, nowadays, that is just common sense,as a matter of fact, it's a form of respect to the home owner, respect to their schedule and so on. not everyone is prepared to have guest.
Hal kecil yang membuat sadar kalau menuju usia 40 tahun itu, "usia muda" adalah ketika mendengarkan perbincangan seperti ini:
"ibu²/nenek² : usia berapa Pak?
bapak²/kakek² : oh, saya masih muda, 80 tahun!
ibu²/nenek² : kok?
bapak²/nenek² : iya, kan belum 100tahun!"
😄
Sometimes, denial is your defend mechanim..
because, by denying something (or someone), you can protect your heart from heartache...
But, stupid me.. I am not using that defend mechanism.. instead I am embracing the undoubtly rejection