I think it's the fear of having to deal with relationships. At the end of the day I'm still thinking of all the "what ifs" and regretting not having said "why not".
I miss the feeling of being in love ba tapos nag wonder ko why even tho people actually say they like me maabot gihapon sa point na they find someone else and dira pa nako i-visualize what it would be like to be together with them pag nana sila sa commited relationship
pero then again it's totally on me kay even tho mutual ang feelings, I never really move forward from there. Stuck lang sa understanding and never really commiting to anything, after I find out na they like me too I tend to slowly distance myself from them.
if di sad ko mag dm kay Frea di to muuna, kani sad si Faith ga make time
My clingy ass wants constant attention pero my adult ass loves the time I have for myself 😵💫
Conflicted man ko oy kay kung when mag decide ko mag focus saakong goals and stop sag inigat muana man ang universe na "Dara oh reconnect tamo ni cutie archi tapos pakapinan natog singaporean law student" like yawa oy HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA