This week was still shit, but at least I ended it with:
• An external award.
• Landing a big project.
• Meeting invite from key figure.
So yeah, instead of trying to be iconic on X while looking perpetually sad and thirsting for attention, maybe go secure that sponsorship💨
Banyak amat sih nyuarain suara orang lain. Suara sendiri udah habis atau emang enggak pernah punya? Tapi ya wajar, kan terbiasa duplikasi dari “kamus” 🤷🏻♂️
Seenggaknya yang dibicarain dan dianalisis enggak pernah sembunyi di balik identitas sendiri. Lah kamu? Berani ngomongin orang, padahal jejakmu pernah jadi aktor film dewasa 3gp🤣
Udah dua minggu terakhir gue seeking professional help buat nenangin emosi setelah kepercayaan gue sama orang lain dirusak lagi untuk kesekian kalinya. Eh, temennya malah chat sok peduli. Mending lo pada jauh-jauh dari hidup gue.
Three years ago, I thought I’d finally found the life I wanted, a place where I could belong, love, and be loved.
Three years were enough to prove me wrong. The pain was unbearable, and no matter how hard I tried, I never truly fit in.
I’m not signing up for another round.
If I had one wish, it’d be not to feel anything about humans and their made-up norms. Because if this were a zombie apocalypse, I’d survive by chopping off every head that got in my way.