i feel like i m so far behind in life that I'll never catch up.everyone is doing so many things with their lives.i'm just here. time has stopped in my world,frozen
i have been a ghost for years , iwonder if that is all I will ever be.
There's so much I want to do but I just can't. I'm so numb. I don't even have hobbies anymore. I don't really enjoy anything anymore. Everyday is just the same. I can't even really daydream anymore and that's what I've spent the last 5 years doing. I don't know what to do.
no tengo fuerza para reconstruir mi vida, no sé a dónde recurrir, dónde encontrar paz, no tengo paz, plata ni estabilidad, estoy vaciada, quiero dejar de existir
i feel like i’m decaying & everyday is always another day spent delaying the inevitable i feel like most parts me have rotted away & i want to give up so badly bc i feel like i’ve spent my entire life trying so hard to live & i’m tired of that being all that i am
i swear depression gives you brain damage. No cap. Like, i feel like i’ve lost so much brain capacity after the really, really bad depressive episodes i’ve had in the past few years. My memory is so, so, so bad now. i can’t recall anything. i feel so dumb all of the time…