🪦 Kirby.

ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ wings, hearts, some things are meant to be torn apart.ᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠᅠ

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

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╰┈➤ #venttwt #shedtwt

Kirby. 28. He/they. AroAce.
Neurodivergent. Not c!s.
Pro-recovery. Anti-harrassment.
Stoner. Talk to me about music.
Enjoys Pokémon + anime.

gw: 60kg.
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[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

Actually insane that the DID thing is Not Real to me until I'm destabilized and my brain feels like a collapsing house of cards.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

When I say I've got an Ashley Graves kin in my head with too much executive control 🧍‍♂️

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

Like, it was a safe disclosure at least? I brought it up just hoping she wasn't going to deny it or tell me I'm crazy so I'm thankful that didn't happen, I guess. But damn 🧍‍♂️

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

Reading a peer reviewed paper on the safe, comfortable disclosure of CSA being key to recovery and chuckling nervously because yesterday I admitted to my sister that I realised our uncle likely molested me as a child and her response was to point out a fat-ass pimple on her chin.

[RUST 🔩 @RUSTSICK]

It’s kinda wild to me when people romanticise non-human alters in DID as like ‘the fun escapist play part of the disorder’… Like, there’s a cat in here because I’d press my face into my dad’s shins when I wanted physical affection, mimicking our cats who felt like my equals 😭

[june ⋆˚࿔ @2stopthefeeling]

british colonisers arriving in australia and naming every road and suburb after themselves

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

Feel like I'm stuck in moments past. Must be the weather, or something about the energy. I know I'm not there anymore, haven't been for a long time, but it feels like I'm waiting for the rest of my body to catch up.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

@smallmatchas When I was about 15/16, my mother found out about my SH and her response was to try and ram one of these bad boys into my thigh while I was having a break down in the front yard. I still remember how forcefully it was buried in the dirt when I moved my leg.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

@berlinmeow Go to bed.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

@berlinmeow So rude.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

@Hebrewresearch @Mah_Hah_Bone I am unwell, that's why. Are there ramifications to my actions? Absolutely. I feel hopelessly cut off from the rest of myself now. I don't even know who I'm supposed to be anymore. I'm reaching out and nobody is answering my call. But it's chill. This stuff happens in phases.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

Can feel myself being drawn into my inner world for a discussion with other parts but I don't want to answer the call. Let me read my damn book.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

Wish I could put my fist through everything I've ever said to another person.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

@skinnyinfidel Good luck!

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

@entropyoccult Good luck!

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

They're still far from usable but the visual alone. I finally looked like a normal person and not some kind of horrific monster.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

Dentist let me try the prototype for my dentures and I cried as soon as I saw my reflection.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

I'm a slave to my vices.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

Eh, maybe half-half.

[🪦 Kirby. @ashenforgivenes]

I think I'm more Cloud Strife coded than Sasuke, but I could just be high and sentimental.