Say your name again” & I told myself don’t get your hopes up. After a few minutes someone says “what was your name again?” He says “Jerry” the girl sits and repeats “Jerry, Jerry, Jerry, Jerry”
I lost my breath. At that moment my whole body felt warm. I felt hugged.
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No one can convince me that after people die their soul don’t come and visit when you really need them to.
8 years ago my dad sent a box of memories right before his passing. For 8 years that box has been deep in my closet. We recently lost my uncle & a couple days later
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2 letters from my uncle to my dad appear. It felt like a sign that they were together again. After reading the letters my heart was heavy missing my dad.
Watching a show with my gf the waiter says “my name is Jerry” & I thought to myself “dad if you’re here make them
CALL YOUR PARENTS.
The toughest pill I’ve had to swallow is my father is never coming back. He made that decision. He took his life. I’ve blamed myself for 8 years. This is my first year of forgiveness.
I used to say I wouldn’t even care what happened to him. I regret it.
I asked my 5 year old niece what she wants for her birthday & she hit me with “get me whatever you want, I will love anything you get me” I had to walk out of the room and collect myself. 🥲
My brother angel moved out a couple years ago, I moved out in January & my brother Anthony moves out this weekend.
Just one last sleep over at our mom’s house where we lived for 20+ years. All my life I’ve waited for a moment I never knew I’d fear. We’re adults now.