crying bc 13 years ago today taylor was having not-so-fun birthday (ehem the moment I knew) and this year she's with her person and i hope she's celebrated and loved the way she always wanted
one thing i haven't seen mentioned yet; in Delicate MV, it started with hotel lobby. Then she was in a hotel room, alone and sad, before she started dancing out of the hotel, in the alleys under the pouring rain, before she entered a bar.
idc what people say, tloas is such a blessing, I wish she's this happy forever. Cried on my way to work today listening to fate of ophelia, the serotonin boost it gave me was overwhelming
but it's also not a secret that when she loves, she loves loudly. and when you love loudly by yourself it feels lonely.
i hope he can give her what she needs.
but more than anything i just wished her happiness.
ignore me, i just don't have anyone to talk to about this
not to jinx it but im worried all these glittery pens are just a honeymoon phase (i hope not tho). Before i was also anxious would someone so quiet and seemed to appear out of no where be right for her? but ofc that wasn't my place to judge, i don't know her personally
I just realized i no longer have swiftie friends to celebrate with. my bf would listens and congratulate me but it's not the same.. no one understands and no one is celebrating with me and that kinda makes me sad or it could be the pms talking