@dilemmamc MAN I hate that for you but I hope it feels at least a lil more bearable knowing other ppl experience it too ☹️ I always feel insane until I express what I’m going thru and then other ppl are like “no SAME!!!” and it feels just a lil less shitty
i just feel like all the cumulative trauma has really made me braindead or something. i cant think like i used to. i dont feel comfortable in public. i feel outside of everyone and everything. certainly this cant be a normal feeling?
also lol I only come on here every couple weeks to share some deeply depressing shit for no reason at all idk why i do this im just putting feelings into The Void™