You made the best decision you could make with the options presented to you.
Forgive yourself for not doing what you couldn’t have done based on choices you weren’t given.
It’s so easy to get stuck in a pattern of giving people who don’t really fuck with you the best of you while expecting your actual friends to settle for scraps.
That’s why the whole 50/50 conversation is annoying to me. You can be as discriminative as you please when it comes to your heart & bedroom. When you start broadcasting that shit to ppl who don’t need the info, you open yourself up to unnecessary opining about the validity of it.