august 15th
no weigh-in today
1125 cals
no exercise
good day bit boring but its ok. pasta is very filling & hardboiled eggs are disgusting, i lowkey only ate the yolk
cottage cheese (61c)
mac-n-cheese (403c)
alfredo (275c)
cookie + egg + apple + orange (387c)
@sennasleep@esthhery i mean the thing is when your maintenance is 2000 and you need a deficit of 1500, it will feel the same as if you are 1500/1000. its the same body feeling to restricting
@krabypattynatty TS happens to me all the time i had a "friend" who was super skinny and short and hed always laugh at fat ppl and jst be so rude meanwhile im fat & ordering a lot of food n sometimes hed make fun of me flat out n it drove me INSANE
im such a fcking mean girl at heart if i see posts about how ppl binge after having a "fuck this ed" moment it resolves me to not do that so that i can be better and if ppl struggle with a task i literally try harder just so i can be better than them. i dont get it is this normal
august 15th
no weigh-in today
1125 cals
no exercise
good day bit boring but its ok. pasta is very filling & hardboiled eggs are disgusting, i lowkey only ate the yolk
cottage cheese (61c)
mac-n-cheese (403c)
alfredo (275c)
cookie + egg + apple + orange (387c)
in a specific way and the first bits of weight went on my thighs and arms n shit and then it started going to stomach and then went to chin last (only gained my noticeable chin once i hit like 180 probably) so im excited for that to go first :3
whenever i buy my jeans i buy them comfortable but tight to my stomach so i dont have to wear a belt. it means literally 190 they fit too tight and 186 they fit perfectly. it drives me INSANE but its also hella motivation to lose weight. ive noticed that my weight piles on