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✴ A heart is a heavy burden •
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[aster @asterisklino]

okay I already expressed my deep desired to cease to exist. now I gotta lock the fuck in on my studies and I'll be deleting Twitter again because I know the siren song to drown in my depression is tempting and this hell app doesn't help at all

[aster @asterisklino]

had to talk to my ex and immediately downloaded twitter again because I can't really express my suicidal thoughts irl

[aster @asterisklino]

I gotta stop daydreaming about my suicide

[𓏲ּ𝄢 gaybird of sillytwt @r0binsgr4ve]

i love fantasising about my suicide instead of doing my work

[aster @asterisklino]

@zheyinism área da saúde do bem (veterinária) ou área da saúde do mal (enfermagem e medicina)

[luna 🕸️ @isbelleluna]

n aguento mais ter picos depressivos isso eh tao cansativo

[aster @asterisklino]

@emorollll yeah, that's called depression

[ً @browneyedsirena]

as a latin american, no one will ever make me feel bad about pirating, that's how i've been able to get access to the majority of media i consume

[aster @asterisklino]

the worst part is that I don't feel like myself anymore. I get irrationally angry at him when I thought I was over it. I wanted to be his friend, still. I don't know if I'll manage

[aster @asterisklino]

all men do is lie

[aster @asterisklino]

also I couldn't sexuality satisfy him apparently. he knew I have issues with sex but because those didn't disappear magically I guess he decided it was better to end things

[aster @asterisklino]

turns out the reson my "supportive boyfriend" broke up with me was because he couldn't not see me as a woman or love me like I am and aí had to find out from a mutual (also trans) friend. the humiliation keeps going

[aster @asterisklino]

idgaf of he didn't see me as a man because I'm non binary but he choose to end a six year relationship without talking to me about it. great

[aster @asterisklino]

turns out the reson my "supportive boyfriend" broke up with me was because he couldn't not see me as a woman or love me like I am and aí had to find out from a mutual (also trans) friend. the humiliation keeps going

[amy @amywantsuu]

i wish i wasn’t so easy to give up on

[ؘ @05052207asl]

quando vc tá genuinamente achando que tá ficando melhor mas de repente do nada o peito aperta

[ؘ @andcwz]

pelo visto a pior fase da minha vida eh sempre a proxima

[aster @asterisklino]

@VelhoJr estar sozinho depois de ter tido alguém. as vezes eu queria que nunca tivesse acontecido pq agr eu sei como é e eu sinto falta.

[aster @asterisklino]

@psyuttik I'm here to vent honestly idc about likes. irl I have no one anyway so it's not that different

[૮･ﻌ･ა sun ⋆˚꩜｡ @sunnybunm]

im too clingy kill me kill me kill me kill me