@AntoineMECFS Antoine. Three days 100mg lithium. Calmer. No side effects except slight nausea. Like you I get every side effect going. Terrible terrible dangerous effects like akathisia. Lithium gentle for me. Only my experience. Think carefully dear man. Worst drug for me due to thyroid but…
@AntoineMECFS Long shot: low-dose (100mcg) lithium. It’s my last chance before suicide. Natural and neuroprotective apparently. Bad rap as pharma can’t patent it. Opioids to make you feel a little better?
@CK65375 Personally for me it’s not been that I fear death, it’s that I fear the process. Suicide used to terrify me. I’m more ‘peaceful’ with it now though as the suffering is too much. I’d go this second if offered a painless way out. I can’t get euthanasia
@ElonMuskAOC A charity that gives children their sight. Or find the most horrific conditions (harlequins disease for example) and support. Help find a cure for ME or at least support the severe patients. Feed dogs/food parcels to the elderly/ buy houses for the homeless. List is endless!
@stefan_arce Your case is very very severe but you are a very very brave and courageous man. No one should have to live with your level of suffering. Every single second of your life is inspirational. You deserve praise, respect and admiration. I am so very sorry for your terrible suffering
@j0ssyoursalad There’s nothing anyone can do. I’ve left no stone unturned. It’s very scary as I’m so ill. I relied on psychotropic meds to tolerate the thyroxine but I’ve been terribly harmed by them. It’s hopeless. I’m glad you are better.
@InchOrInfinity Wouldn’t have worked for any amount of money until mine was at least two when you can ask them how their day was. Made sacrifices. Would not have a child and leave in a nursery: it would kill me wondering how they were. Staff can be lovely but they don’t love or know them like u
@MartinMoltke I’m a Christian Martin but I feel such anger. Why the level of suffering? Why the prayers unanswered? I’m honestly questioning my faith but I do believe in a better place. Just not healing in this one.
@Windowinspace@linds_longcovid I appreciate you’re only trying to help but what on earth makes you think I haven’t tried all these things and so much more? I have. When you’re ill for decades and life is precious to you, you try everything. Everything.
@AntoineMECFS Of course you are depressed Antoine. It’s only natural because of the suffering and the reality of your horrific situation. You are so brave: regardless of whether people acknowledge this you are one of the strongest people on this planet. Your death is an act of courage.