~intro~
~new to #edtwt, don’t know all the abbreviations etc yet
~ana, arfid, audhd, sh
~gonna use this acc to motivate me to not binge and actually stick to my plans
~cw 49kg gw 40kg
Don’t really know how it works here so um let’s be moots!
anyone else in this phase where you're not in recovery but not restricting either. counting calories but also not giving a fuck, but then sometimes giving a fuck. not losing weight but also trying not to get fat??
Everything feels so fucking pointless genuinely why shouldn’t I just go get a fucking pizza and at least have 15 minutes of pleasure before being miserable again, bcs rn I’m just miserable 100% of the day
@p3psimax_ Intake is normally like 400-500 when I’m not fasting, typically fast for like 50hrs straight each week. I am a teacher and yes it’s kind of terrible and I have hot flashes where my vision goes fuzzy and I gotta sit down
Every single day the past week I’ve wanted to cut but somethings always come up ugh
(Need like 2 free hours total bcs of mental prep and recovery time)
i hate when people try to use "but you'll lose your period if you keep doing this!!" BUDDY I WOULD LITERALLY RATHER KILL MYSELF THAN BE A MOTHER, THAT AINT GONNA CONVINCE ME TO STOP STARVING MYSELF