it's like i feel that im kinda ok. Kinda accepted it & being happy bc bin isn't suffering in this cruel world anymore & im starting to enjoy his happy memories but suddenly i will just cry bc i will never see him again ever in diz lifetime & i wont be able to share my years w him
the father and son w/o the mom😭💔
*i want to give you both a very tight hug for still working so hard and showing us how to be strong despite how difficult things are for you..😭🥺
#엠제이#차은우#문빈
I talked to a psychologist and said
"grieving stages are present and existing - but it is not linear" "therefore, di yan totally magkaka sunod sunod bc sometimes mas nauuna acceptance stage then later on in denial na... you get what i mean? it is not standardized stages"
while fanmu is bs as a company, i hope we don’t take the anger out on the staff as individuals. there are actual people behind those accounts—people who lost him, too—some may even worked with him for years. it’s already hard for us to find the words to post on our personal+
Give yourself time to feel your feelings. Binnie was important to you, to me, to us. And yes, he'd want us to be happy, but to get there, we'll have to thread through the sadness and the heaviness little by little.
We'll be ok. In time. 🌙✨💜🫂
on the day he passed away i understood the real bond between an idol and a fan. we haven't seen each other in real life and we don't know them personally, they don't even know about our existence. but the love they have for us and the love we have for them is so pure ++
Binnie when I started being a aroha you, sanha and kangmin were already mc’s for a month..you three were the only MC’s I watched every week for the 2 years and 8 months thank you💜