@_gladhys I'm in this phase. However I reflected inside, and keep constantly reminding myself that the desire to be loved comes from the unfinished business with myself. We demand love bcs we're in fact still lacking, it's this big hole in each of us we wish to be filled by someone else.
I think hell is just reincarnating into these types of events over and over again. At one point you're a gazelle getting torn apart by leopards, and then at the next point you're a tiny octopus trying not to drown in some Chinese citric acid. Repeating these horrible events over and over. 😱
some ppl should understand that i have astronomical amount of intellectual tools to destroy them back.
but i choose empathy and love instead.
i choose to nod, i choose to listen and learn, and i choose to improve myself.
Salut sama pria di vidio ini.
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The real manusia yang layak di contoh✊️
I married my mutual. His first mention to me was commenting on my cat. We accidentally met irl at a local restaurant lol n turned out that he also went to my jr high school.
Both of them (husband and cat) have passed away tho.
tbh heard that new collab song Rex and Daniel Caesar and i thought it’s just okay, but nothing rly interesting
…UNTIL i read the lyrics like WDYM HANGING ONTO FEELINGS IN MY REARVIEW I CANT LET THEM GO YOU SAID YOU’D BE WITH ME ALL THE TIME
Orang miskin di Indonesia lebih percaya kalo kemiskinan mereka adalah takdir dari Tuhan atau cobaan dari Tuhan, ketimbang percaya bahwa mereka sebenernya dimiskinkan oleh rezim yang inkompeten dan sistem kapitalis yang sudah mengakar.
it’s become today’s moral horizon where being political means sanitizing yourself, curating correct moral position and reposting the right shit for mere optics instead of actually doing political work. some yous are artificial, so detached and not human
aktivisme berakhir jadi “jualan obat sambil marah-marah”. atau lebih brutalnya: tak berbeda dari layaknya sekelompok misionaris agama (misionaris etika) sambil menodong senapan, ini makin hari nampak nyata dan memprihatinkan, dan counter productive.
masalahku dgn diskursus bahasa ableist:
di framing sebagai isu etis per se. padahal sebetulnya, di konteks makro, this battle is a battlefield of concepts. etika adlh ‘bumbu’ / warna: yg sebetulnya berkonflik adalah different kinds of understanding yg akan diresolve historically