ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ

[party ‍ for ‍ two ‍ .͟.͟.͟ @artificialeart]

please live a happy life for the both of us. i'm sorry i couldn't stay here any longer for you.

[⋆.☪︎˚｡ Sebastian ･ﾟ✯ ⋆ @cordisnocte]

✮⋆˙ @athlticsms

[ً @holyaches]

i'm stuck here in a cycle and i am getting older but i am not growing up. my heart is getting soft dark spots on it like a fruit that has gone bad or is soft because too many hands have squeezed it.

[⋆.☪︎˚｡ Sebastian ･ﾟ✯ ⋆ @cordisnocte]

✮⋆˙ @athlticsms

[ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ @athlticsms]

@HlSSUNSHINE / ooohh okok mb oomf

[ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ @athlticsms]

/ chat replies soon I PROMMY im getting writing motivation back

[ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ @athlticsms]

@HlSSUNSHINE / I dont think we have any threads on alex I need to reply to 🥹

[ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ @athlticsms]

@cordisnocte / BWEEEEEEEWEWEWE

[ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ @athlticsms]

/ going to bed with pokemon at a picnic so I can get shinies

[⋆.☪︎˚｡ Sebastian ･ﾟ✯ ⋆ @cordisnocte]

✮⋆˙ @athlticsms

[⋆.☪︎˚｡ Sebastian ･ﾟ✯ ⋆ @cordisnocte]

✮⋆˙ @athlticsms

[⋆.☪︎˚｡ Sebastian ･ﾟ✯ ⋆ @cordisnocte]

✮⋆˙ @athlticsms

[ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ @athlticsms]

⠀
⠀⠀think⠀I⠀am.⠀like, at⠀all. "
⠀

[ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ @athlticsms]

⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀" does⠀living⠀on⠀edge
⠀⠀all⠀the⠀time⠀bring⠀you
⠀⠀satisfaction? "⠀a⠀dark⠀brow
⠀⠀is⠀cocked, arms⠀crossing
⠀⠀against⠀his⠀chest.⠀tch.
⠀⠀bold⠀to⠀assume⠀alex⠀was
⠀⠀here⠀for⠀him, isn't⠀it?
⠀
⠀⠀⠀" 'cause⠀you⠀look⠀like⠀+
⠀

[⋆.☪︎˚｡ Sebastian ･ﾟ✯ ⋆ @cordisnocte]

it was the first time he'd been out during the day since he'd gone to the beach, found him*, and they...

he clearly hadn't slept well since then, and he hadn't been eating well, maybe not at all outside of pure survival— and despite the summer heating up, he kept his long »

[ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ @athlticsms]

⠀
⠀⠀you're⠀*trying⠀to⠀get⠀hit
⠀⠀by⠀a⠀train. "

⠀⠀⠀⠀... that⠀cocky⠀grin⠀he'd
⠀⠀accidentally⠀displayed⠀faltered
⠀⠀before⠀disappearing.⠀eyes⠀moving
⠀⠀themselves⠀from⠀the
⠀⠀programmer.⠀" anyway.⠀I'm⠀not
⠀⠀here⠀for⠀you.⠀so, don't⠀+
⠀

[⋆.☪︎˚｡ Sebastian ･ﾟ✯ ⋆ @cordisnocte]

✮⋆˙ @athlticsms

[ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ @athlticsms]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🦇.⠀⠀@cordisnocte

[ً @holyaches]

i like to pretend that you didn't mean as much to me as you did. but deep down， i know the truth. when i write， it's about you. i may lie to myself and say it isn't， but it always is. it's always been about you.

[⋆.☪︎˚｡ Sebastian ･ﾟ✯ ⋆ @cordisnocte]

✮⋆˙ @athlticsms

[ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ @athlticsms]

⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀a⠀lump⠀of⠀anxieties⠀and
⠀⠀doubts⠀pooled⠀into⠀the⠀mans
⠀⠀mind⠀before⠀he⠀scoffed.
⠀⠀and⠀for⠀some⠀reason... looked
⠀⠀down⠀the⠀tracks⠀to⠀make
⠀⠀sure⠀a⠀train⠀wasn't⠀coming.

⠀⠀⠀⠀" that⠀can't⠀possibly⠀be
⠀⠀comfortable. "
⠀
⠀⠀

[ᅠ ᰋ ˓ ALEX⸝⸝ .ᐟ @athlticsms]

⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀his⠀bag⠀is⠀tossed⠀upon
⠀⠀his⠀shoulder⠀seconds⠀before
⠀⠀chocolate⠀eyes⠀locked⠀on⠀to
⠀⠀⚹ him.⠀sebastian⠀kirkwood,
⠀⠀the⠀man⠀he'd⠀previously.....
⠀

[⋆.☪︎˚｡ Sebastian ･ﾟ✯ ⋆ @cordisnocte]

and someone's* not paying attention to his surroundings while laying on the train tracks, headphones on and zoning out staring at the sky.