she looks better than before,
oh my gosh, swear I’ve never seen a demon so enticing
she said, “take me to some place I’ve never been”
fuck it, here we go again, she just needs a little-
remind me
settle down
take a second, take a breath in
before I hit the ground
triple 7, seventh heaven, I’m pushing through the clouds
no discretion, disconnected, I know I let you down
I fucking let you down
So I’m here again
back to basics, non-evasive
the pressure presses in
go through phases, lack of patience
my soul is wearing thin
stop the bleeding, I need healing
yuh, cue the violins, cue the violins
barely breathe
chronic pain I can’t evade it
got basic human needs
second guessed, I’m fine at best
I bite my tongue ‘til it bleeds
tired of seeking help but never getting the help I need
I’m such a tragedy
cause I’m facedown
I’m still alive
Working overdrive, yeah
Drinking on the job because it ain’t no nine to five, yeah
Been up for too long, these other artists can’t survive, yeah
She said I’m too reckless, I said, “Baby this is life”, yeah