shurup 🍺

constantly tired
sometimes i draw or play games or read
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[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

its not even pain for me and yet im so fucked up by it its excruciating im scared and anxious and devastated genuinely and there is no prospect of that situation getting any better soon so am i just gonna be feeling this way for months????

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

this might be stupid but i guess feeling empathy for very few people only makes it all the more intense. like i physically had to stop myself from crying in public multiple times i dont know what to do i cant fucking cope i cant even do anything

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

im still so lost and ive been crying for the last three days im devastated

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

how is that new music coming along 😢😢😢

[Get Scared @WeGetScared]

It’s been long enough!!! We’re back writing new music! Also playing our first show back this fall at @AFTERSHOCKSAC get your tickets NOW and come celebrate with us! https://t.co/5rXYsBiVFl

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

i dknt know how to cope and what to think

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

then my father called to deliver devastating horrible fucking news and cramps got so bad i could only speak one word at a time while answering him. then i cried. i have so much shit to do today and idk how to start

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

woke up to find that my period started and i ruined yet another pair of shorts and underwear, my stomach hurt really bad cuz it was hungry, i wanted to shit but nothing came out so my ass was also in pain, then cramps started so everything from top to bottom front to back hurt

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck this can be happening im gonna off myself wtf wtf

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

@trinibratzdoll1 lmao bye

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

why does mariah carey need a biopic? shes still alive???

[Prosperity Dream Paris™ @JeSuisAParis]

now if i say what half black she actually looks like right here yall might jump me but it ain’t Mariah

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

@trinibratzdoll1 was not aware this was happening but this does not answer my question 😭 why do ppl that are still alive get biopics? im confused

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

need them to pass me around like a blunt fr fr

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

im sad

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

are u fr

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

im in shambles maybe my family breaking apart affected me way more than ive believed it did

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

good ruzzian — dead ruzzian

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

@tropicanasploon like i promise you tom holland is not gonna starve bc i didnt pay to watch the spider man movies 🙏

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

@tropicanasploon and still i only get games from my wishlist when theyre on a really good sale like i got the first tomb raider from survivor trilogy for less than one dollar

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

@tropicanasploon i only have a yt music subscription cuz the student plan is like $1,5 and i dont pirate books released by ukrainian publishers cuz they already struggle enough but anything else? couldnt care less. tho i do buy games on steam (except for sims lol) cuz im lowk scared of malware

[shurup 🍺 @attachedblues]

i have 50 minutes to dry my hair finish my coffee brish my teeth get dressed and run to class