atlas ★

“life and death will always lead you to love and regret”

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

" one day i am gonna grow wings "
– #edtwt ☆ #venttwt –
• open me •

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

i wish i was a ghost so i could sleep by the sides of whoever i want without being known or touched. cozy up for a nap, keep them warm, and float away when i wake up.

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

@kitskis requested your priv with mine doll so i don’t risk cluttering your tl up with anything depressing on main im so proud of you for moving on kat sobs

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lowk might just remove everyone on here who i don’t really know but that’s so much effort

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

sometimes i think about using this account again and then i remember how many followers i have on here and i stop thinking about that

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

@mericure your handbag is real asf tho

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twomad AND two shifts in the same day i am genuinely hitting a flow state. i could’ve omad …. damn 💆‍♀️

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

people seriously act like it’s MY fault that we’re out of the ingredients for the shake they want … babes i’m lactose intolerant with an eating disorder i PROMISE you it’s not my fault 😭😭😭

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

the eternal struggle of do i eat dinner or do i just go to fucking bed

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

yayy successfully omad today 🎉🎉

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and now i’ve calmed down and realised what i’ve done and maybe i should just go to bed

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

i was like almost 4 months clean … damn.

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came home from work and immediately relapsed s/h 🔥🔥🔥🔥 should’ve smoked that fuckign cigarette

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

came home from work and immediately relapsed s/h 🔥🔥🔥🔥 should’ve smoked that fuckign cigarette

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

sometimes i think about how everyone i’ve ever known has left a part of themselves with me. i have all of their interests and all of her fire. i have all of his violence and all of his addiction. i look at myself in the mirror and i feel disgusted.

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

fighting the urge to add creepypastas to my tomodachi island ………

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slowly becoming convinced that i’m the only person at my work with two functioning braincells. holy shit

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

i should try to actually sleep before i relapse into any other old habits

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

see you’d think most of my household having disordered tendencies would make my relapse easier but NO!! it made the urges to relapse so much worse and now i’ve given in and feel more of a need than EVER to hide it because so help me gods if my little sister copies me.

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

i was supposed to go to sleep like. an hour ago? two hours ago? idk. i lost track of time staring at the ceiling like it was the open sky. man.

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

“yearn yearn yearn” holy shit do i know any other emotion. my gods. “imagine being in a yearning competition and your opponent is-“ nah, i’d win.

[atlas ★ @atticus_diary]

yk the relapse is ROUGH when you start genuinely yearning for some traumatic ass drama in your life so you stop eating again 🫩🫩 brother