losing weight for what? to go out with the friends i don't have? to have sex with the boyfriend i won't get? to look good for the strangers i don't meet? why am i doing this?
the assumption that a bi womans bf will be a bigoted cishet man comes from the stereotype that bi women are dumb whores who go for the first dick they see.
arguably the worst part of being debilitatingly mentally ill or mentally ill in general is how difficult it is to talk about in detail without sounding like a complete and utter goofball. yeah the macarena triggers my cptsd are you for eel right now are you sealrious