aubrey 🏚️🌸

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[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

i feel awful abt not being able to track properly on tuesdays but tuesday nights r the only sure time i see my dad every week and i cant just like tell him not to make me dinner

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

it was absolutely delicious tho so its 0 in my heart

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

brunch today im estimating around 850-900 including the chai? but it feels low

[Nagito Komaeda @ultimatesno1fan]

Nagito Komaeda

[raye☕️ @ghostivyleaves]

too well balanced for junkorexic but not enough whole foods for orthorexic. I classify as a carborexic

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

idk i’ve fucked everything else up but at least i’m consistently losing over the past few days (even tho it was only 100g today lmfao)

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

@nihildoll ok yea thats a fully accurate description tbf i kinda fw it but carry on

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

apologised, spent a couple days working myself up bc i thought it was worse, apologised again and actually MADE things worse i deadass need to leap off the SPICIEST PEPPER IN THE WORLDDD

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

i dont deserve to live but im a fucking coward

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

i wish i had the guts

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

shit #makeup anyways what do i care i’ll never make it in the #sfx community
#shtwt

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

i dont wanna think im just gonna cut and go to sleep

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

@fawnteas frfr !! like i understand being jealous of taller people *looking* smaller at higher weights but there’s so many more variables at play and it hurts me to see all this as a taller person :(( like so many ppl aim for 110lb and i’d be bmi 14.4 there (goals but im too far away lol)

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

feel like a total fatass on edrtwt just bc im tall i compare weights without taking height into account and then i see all the “tall people have it SOOO easy” posts and i feel worse bc i manage to be pushing bmi 21 at 6’1 i should end it

[star ᪥ @starsinmybelly1]

am i the only one that doesn’t really have super strict ed rules ? apart from avoiding sugary drinks i just try to stay in my deficit 🧍‍♀️

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

its such a controversial opinion apparently but i think steg was a fun fusion

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

1006cals were food and 667 was gen just straight vodka bruh.. (the missing 24 was from monster…)

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

the only way im gonna get skinnier is if i quit drinking

[aubrey 🏚️🌸 @aubreysnotsorry]

i officially did go 54cals over my limit bc 11 shots of vodka turned into 14 this is deadass a wakeup call