⊹ aub 💌 ˚₊ ☆

i’m a normal girl and i can be trusted with knives

[iewa🥩 @iewaaaaaa]

im happy a lot of people like my art

[bread @breadpops]

how it feels to tweet about being lonely

[⊹ aub 💌 ˚₊ ☆ @aubslices]

that’s what cutting always was for me it was just emotional regulation. it chilled me out when i was spiraling over something small. it’s like my medication lmao

[⊹ aub 💌 ˚₊ ☆ @aubslices]

i’ve been insistent on not relapsing but i’m starting to think that cutting again to regulate my emotions is better than whatever the fuck is going on with my mental state at the moment

[⊹ aub 💌 ˚₊ ☆ @aubslices]

i would rather cut myself than spend time crying for hours

[nova @comfypill]

girls when they constantly notice everything

[⊹ aub 💌 ˚₊ ☆ @aubslices]

who really cares

[⊹ aub 💌 ˚₊ ☆ @aubslices]

i need to feel myself getting further away

[⊹ aub 💌 ˚₊ ☆ @aubslices]

i might relapse tonight tbh i can’t do this shit no more

[⊹ aub 💌 ˚₊ ☆ @aubslices]

it’s not fair

[missie (⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧ @acidietz]

being disordered at this age is lowkey kinda embarrassing like im still acting like this??? im not 13 anymore ☹️

[𓆩𓆪 @koiicats]

recently my body has felt more and more like a shell of me and although i stare into the mirror and see what i look like it does not register and it does not feel like it is me