God. If meant to be alone, getting ignored, rejected, and treated like criminal, then allow me to suicide or self harm both mentally and physics. If that is bad and my ex friend from disc doesn't want me to self harm, then bring all youtuber i watch to comment here
I hope Mom dies quickly. That way, I’ll have a realistic reason to drop out of college and apply to work at airport. I’ve already been practicing holding back tears.
I accepted my father's death on July 12, 2021. Even if he were given a second chance, I would still insist on becoming a marshaller. So, whether he was still around or passed away, I still wanted to be a marshaller, but I was forced to go to college, whether I wanted to or not.