only got 31 hrs through my 48 hour fast before i had to break it because my resting heart rate is in the 90s-100s and my chest hurts so fucking bad. i feel so fat for not being able to at least do 40
@masomelancholy if i do the omad october it’d probably be this one because i can’t get my steps in and go to uni on that low of an intake without INTENSE brain fog 😭
i think im just gonna need to start purging again , i’ve been trying to exercise purge to give myself a bit of a break but clearly im too fat to deserve that
its even more triggering because were around the same weight but anytime were in public together people are always hitting on her, asking for her number, telling her she’s the prettiest of our friends and ignoring me so clearly im fatter than i think or im just that fucking ugly