aurikkusu ♱

im aulix : bpd ~ infp t ~ autist
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[VICO @Vicophobia01]

To the “everyone is Autistic or ADHD now” crowd:

When the whole world stopped in 2020, and everyone was mandated to stay in their homes, every burnt out, high-masking autistic person got to finally drop the lifelong masks and just be themselves for months.

And when social distancing policies started dropping and we got back to “normal,” it was impossible for those people to simply pick those lifelong masks back up as we dropped them, shattered them.

Just sit with that.

[Gakupo of 🔪twt @Bat_strugle]

I can't finish 90% of things I start I can't hold a positive habit I can barely keep up with hygiene I procrastinatinate things I enjoy doing and I procrastinate things I don't even more. I can't remember basic things I struggle with studying severely and my head is NEVER quiet.

[Იᰍ mei @pupmorolll]

why am i so ugly holy shit

[aurikkusu ♱ @aulixmsck]

Stop. stop stop stop stop it. Please stop it all of it stop now.. Please. Stop. stop it now just stop

[☆꧁gracie꧂☆ @grace07734]

My left thigh watching me chop up my right thigh

[aurikkusu ♱ @aulixmsck]

I Don't Care.

[aurikkusu ♱ @aulixmsck]

i dont understand anything

[Lammy @Lammyisback]

Being autistic is wild bc you feel 10 steps behind in life milestones but mentally 10 steps ahead in observation, logic & calling out BS

[lola @angelwoowing]

I am weird and unlovable

[Იᰍ mei @pupmorolll]

i’m not worthy of love

[nyx @rottingonlinex]

i hate how much effort it takes to be a person. everything is so fucking tedious

[IdkTest @IdkTest_06]

if youre not good at anything people dont care about you at all

[🦋 @leftunsents]

is anyone else's automatic response to stress just, "ok well i'll just kill myself"

[⊹ ࣪ ˖りな₊˚⊹⋆ @nekoyurinaa]

Initiating any kind of physical touch with someone while being ugly feels like you’re molesting them

[nyx @rottingonlinex]

i don't know if i want someone to understand me or just leave me alone. sometimes i can't even understand myself, so how am i supposed to explain myself to someone else?

[💛🍦 pv kisser 9000 ⭐️🌿// COMMS CLOSED @vanillaverses]

it genuinely makes me sick anytime I think really hard about the life I’ve missed out on. how my entire life is forever warped by a disability I didn’t choose to have. every other minority group is at least the same as others on the inside. I’m not. my very being is alien

[sintashta 𖹭 𐂃𐂅 @traumlallerin]

do you ever be laying in your warm comfy bed while your alarm for work is going off thinking what if i just shot myself in the head instead

[bv3ctor ★ @bvectorx3]

i hate when i accidentally open my front camera and see my ugly face

[dear @deardeerdoll]

“in the future lets-” im so fucking sorry 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭