SH/ED forums in the past were very different because youd have people in their 20s to early 30s who would randomly stop posting and youd find out that they straight up died. shedtwt is like this constant waterwheel of new accounts so no one sees the death.
i should recover i should fast until i die i should try harm reduction i should just purge everything i eat. no fuck this i'm going to go eat whatever i want no i should starve to death no i should just maintain nevermind i hope this kills me Etc etc etc. i just want to be normal