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[вυηηу σƒ ѕнє∂тωт 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 @bratonioforever]

when the guilt kicks in after eating

[aurora @auroa2004]

@eliana_gab0s @alliecqo mine too! so it feels like almost my real name lol

[aurora @auroa2004]

@klarasedtwt would love to join!! i need to lock in fr

[aurora @auroa2004]

on the hunt for moots so if y’all fw nerdy 22 y/o lesbians that also have a weird relationship with eating lmk 🫡

[aurora @auroa2004]

lowkey always feeling guilty bc yeah i’m supposed to be trying to recover and i’m in therapy and all that but. lowkey fuck that shit LMAO i just want to be skinny is that crazy. (i’ve gained weight in the last couple months and i’m fucking tweaking)

[elora @k1llkcals]

trying outfit hacks when ur not skinny

[aurora @auroa2004]

i want to walk forever and ever until i’m skin and bone and then collapse on the pavement and shrivel into nothing

[aurora @auroa2004]

@allisa0067 ty i needed this motivation so bad after today LOL

[vivi (^з^)-☆ relapsing @st4rv1vi]

not eating = physical torture
eating = mental torture

i'm so tired of this🥲

[aurora @auroa2004]

i really love my girlfriend but i can’t get on a glp-1 while dating her because she wants me to recover :( i wish i could just give in and wither away to nothing and that nobody was around to give a shit

[aurora @auroa2004]

and now why the hell can i see the bones in my sternum (faintly tbf) but i still have hella belly fat 🧍‍♀️

[aurora @auroa2004]

@serendipityspo add working at a gym to that combo and it is the perfect recipe for evil 😭

[aurora @auroa2004]

question for the masses: how long after eating do you have to throw up to get rid of the cals? and also how do you even do it bc i cannot get myself to p*rge for the life of me 😭😭 my gag reflex just doesn’t work idk

[lev @abookofsymbols]

how to feel in control of yourself and your life in 2026
(1) develop a restrictive eating disorder
(2) OCD rituals
(3) clean your house
(4) amphetamine prescription

[aurora @auroa2004]

i actually have to kms bro this is ridiculous

[aurora @auroa2004]

put on a swimsuit and immediately felt like the fattest most grotesque person alive LMAO fuck recovery i actually don’t think i ever deserve to eat again

[aurora @auroa2004]

kinda thankful that i live with just my dad rn because he doesn’t notice shit but my mom clocks me immediately

[aurora @auroa2004]

things i want:
» slim arms
» concave armpits
» slim legs
» not to be able to squish my stomach
» people are surprised when i say i’m diabetic bc i’m so skinny
» to wear emo boy clothes and look cool and andro instead of fat and girly

[aurora @auroa2004]

debating getting a dexa scan,,, i know it’s going to trigger tf out of me but i kinda want to know what i’m working with

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