NOT-horseless horse girl

they/she, 22, horse girl by trade 🏳️‍🌈

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

this aged badly i’m still fucking here

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

and now i only have a month left at this job. i don’t know what i’m going to do with myself. this place has been a huge part of my life for more than a quarter of it. i’m not fully leaving but i’ve been so immersed the last nearly 4 years and i genuinely don’t know if ill cope

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

forgot this app existed for a hot hot minute, just here for a moment to say that she is the best decision i’ve ever made ❤️

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

got a cute pony at least ig

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

what a week:
- had to miss sj on my day off bc my coworker took the day off to go sj at the same place
- got semi-dumped by a good friend
- worked at 12 hour day for no extra pay
- got told “oh well�� by same coworker when i explained why i wasn’t at sj
- car alternator died
😐

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

@oopsanotherpony I’ll teleport myself over and do it lmao

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

we are 4 points off a catastrophic fire danger rating tomorrow 😐

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

pals i’m fucking shitting myself, this is peak fire weather at work/where polly is for the next week 🙃

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

pls ignore my shocking riding but pals i think i have myself a decent little showjumper on my hands 😌 she was absolutely amazing at our second outing yesterday and first time properly jumping together (even though the jumps are tiny)

[Fergal O'Brien Racing @FOBRacing]

That’s plenty good enough #ItsOkNotToBeOk

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

and now i only have a month left at this job. i don’t know what i’m going to do with myself. this place has been a huge part of my life for more than a quarter of it. i’m not fully leaving but i’ve been so immersed the last nearly 4 years and i genuinely don’t know if ill cope

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

what a fucking year

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

we lost 5 horses and everyone’s favourite barn cat at work this year, all in traumatic circumstances. i’ll never be able to unsee some of the things i saw with those

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

i remember him saying “my name is matt cook (or whatever it was) but most people call me the strangler” and thinking that i should call the cops and tell them that information and then my phone rang 🙃

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

last night i dreamt that i met a man who called himself “the strangler” (but i think he said his real name is matt cook, who is matt cook) and then i woke up to a no caller i.d. ringing me at 5:30am. i think he’s out to get me.

[NOT-horseless horse girl @aurorasponies]

christmas was yesterday for us but merry christmas and happy holidays to my US mutuals on here 🫶🎅

(i still love having a best friends who’s an equine photographer)