January — Danielle kicked out
February — Manon hiatus
March — Heeseung removed
April — Moka hiatus
May — Chaewon hiatus
June — Jaehyun hiatus
July — everybody stay indoors 😭🙏🏻
katseye pre gnarly era was so peak, l think back to that time a lot and I’m so happy I got to experience it before they went viral and things fell apart
I’m going abroad for a month, so I especially won’t see anybody for a while. I need to use this summer to disappear and lose the weight for good. I’m tired of having a puffy face and my body having potential, but not actually having the body I want.
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sometimes I feel like my friends don’t respect me as much as they could because I’m not fit, like I feel like I’m the chubby insecure friend with no self esteem and they pity me and are friends with me because they’re never threatened by me ever
I need to go ghost this summer and lose all the weight for good, like actually this time. My best friend is going to be in a different state, my friends from college are going back home, and I’m not really going to be seeing anybody for a while.
I say want to be fit and have a tight core and be 140 pounds of muscle but then I don’t lift weights. I don’t really like to lift weights honestly but I need to stop doing what I feel and start doing what I have to do.
I don’t take my fitness journey as seriously as I should; for someone who literally lets weight loss consume her life I really need to lock in this summer and finish this journey once and for all. I’ve been trying to lose weight for over 10 years.
when I was first losing weight my best friend was gagged but after a while she stopped caring and I think it’s because even though I’ve lost the weight I’m still not conventionally attractive so it’s like there’s nothing to be threatened by
when I was first losing weight my best friend was gagged but after a while she stopped caring and I think it’s because even though I’ve lost the weight I’m still not conventionally attractive so it’s like there’s nothing to be threatened by