cried for the first time in like 7 months at 4:30am this morning after waking up from a really vivid nightmare dunno whether to be relieved because i finally got a release of all the emotions iโve been feeling or like shit because that nightmare was so vivid
A man was killed by a "coward punch" by another man in Australia and "One-Punch" laws were created overnight.
Meanwhile one women gets killed by their partner every eight days and there's still "nothing we can do about it".
as we were leaving uni today my friend just stopped me and said โokay whatโs wrong you have the sadness in your eyes that you only see in eastern european gay p0rnโ ๐๐๐ g o ddddd
i feel like have not updated in a while iโm still stuck in slow burn talking stage hell with the tall pretty latvian dude despite the fact he kissed me silly over a MONTH ago WHAT ARE WE DOING HERE AKFKF
also this definitely went away the more i talk to him and get to know him im like ah yeah i do not want him that way i think i mightโve just wanted to BE him a little akfkf
i also saw this friend again tonight and at least iโm feeling like my crush was more based on delusions cause heโs pretty rather than anything deep akfkfk so hopefully that goes away quickly
otherwise life is pretty good i have very good pals here a new job in a cafe again overall i am quite happy :D it would be perfect if this man would just MAKE A MOVE AND KISS ME AGAIN
i feel like have not updated in a while iโm still stuck in slow burn talking stage hell with the tall pretty latvian dude despite the fact he kissed me silly over a MONTH ago WHAT ARE WE DOING HERE AKFKF
i also saw this friend again tonight and at least iโm feeling like my crush was more based on delusions cause heโs pretty rather than anything deep akfkfk so hopefully that goes away quickly
in saying that the past couple of months have genuinely been some of the happiest iโve had in a while and especially crazy is i feel more confident in my body than i have in like 10 years so even though im a bit down im pretty confident i will come back from it which is nice
the past day or two have been the most down iโve been in a while but tonight saw one of the swedish guys i vaguely know and he unprompted let me know that my instagram reel game is strong and the amount i post to my story is very tasteful so that was mildly uplifting
the past day or two have been the most down iโve been in a while but tonight saw one of the swedish guys i vaguely know and he unprompted let me know that my instagram reel game is strong and the amount i post to my story is very tasteful so that was mildly uplifting