austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory

21 -- she/her -- my writing/art account, I've got infinity train on the brain and it wouldn't be me if I didn't post another hurt/comfort fic. rymongus forever

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@pessimisticbirt he may be stubborn as hell but theres no way he didnt at least have a LITTLE bit of reflection during those 3 months. like a LITTLE...he's deeply complicated TO ME okay. TO ME

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@pessimisticbirt can u tell that i think about this mf. A LOT.

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@pessimisticbirt although while i think he was probably always rather arrogant and antisocial i do wonder if the Breakup™️ ended up exacerbating his worst personality traits. in the sense that he really wasn't always That Bad and how we see him in endo1 is literally him at his absolute WORST

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@pessimisticbirt I genuinely cannot even get mad at him for most of the shit he does in-game because it is OBJECTIVELY completely justified. like if you survive getting 3 limbs ripped off then atp you should just be allowed to say you're better than everyone because it's literally true.

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@pessimisticbirt he really is kind of catty im ngl...all those petty ass comments he made reading those computer logs like DONT YOU THINK WE HAVE BIGGER PROBLEMS RN...funniest indie horror protagonist ever created

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@pessimisticbirt my friend (one of the like 5 endoparasitic fans on tumblr) has a karynte pinterest board (or smth...idk how pinterest works lol) I'll have to let her know about it 😭 I've always said if not for that damn bug endoparasitic could've been a workplace comedy

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@pessimisticbirt 💀💀💀 HELPPPPP

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@pessimisticbirt I prefer it over cynris (which is smth ive heard used once or twice) because tbh it just sounds too similar to what ppl used for cynte and praví back in the day

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@pessimisticbirt i momentarily considering having him ask for biosamples instead but. well. you can see what won out.

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@pessimisticbirt literally breaking my 2+ year silence on twitter just to tell you to come to tumblr for endoparasitic content lol. there may not be many of us but at least the number is...GREATER THAN ZERO...i have been fixated on this damn game for over a year now 💔

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@BRUJAEDA they all hate him sm and for what

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@BRUJAEDA actual jumpscare seeing ur own meme edit reposted cross platform 😭😭😭 ITS NOT A PROBLEM I JUST THINK ITS FUNNY

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@Siennapup1024 YOU FOUND ME...number one thank you for the kind words, i always appreciate it :) number TWO i...may or may not have multiple things in the works. we'll have to see! VERY HYPED ABOUT THE RENEWAL BTW

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@offthem00n i love detective family. never back down never give up

[austroraptor 🔪 recovering from chaos theory @austroraptorca1]

@LOBSTERROCKED me when i find out theres gonna be a sad pathetic traumatized middle aged man at the function